Who is God ?

Once I prayed to God "Oh god...NO body needs me...Nobody loves me....Nobody cares for me....Why must I live here? What’s the use in living in a world where nobody loves or cares for me? Please do answer me God.....It’s a question from the heart....so please do...or just call me to you....."

I was answered...but was it by God? I don’t know the answer for whether it was from God....leave that..

The truth is....I didn’t hear the answer in voices audible to ears...I just felt as if I was answered....

It went so

"I also lived...as various incarnations' as they call it....Still I live.....I also lived with those conditions of the earth you say of...Still I live in those…..I have felt their hatred......But you are wrong ....I have felt their love too...but only at times...they fear to show it...Some love you....Some care for you...They never let you know it...because they think once you know of it you will change...they won’t like that...they like you for what you are..."


Then I asked him again "What if the changes are in a good direction?"


I felt something again "I thought you would ask ‘So is there no need for any change?’ Change is needed……But only true ones can take the right course…Why don’t you change by yourself by reviewing yourself....What’s the meaning of changing for somebody? Such changes are not true.....They will change you only to let you continue changing....without you knowing that the change though acceptable to them isn’t acceptable to others....So what do you think?...Then you will again pray and ask 'Why do others hate me even when I have changed so much from what I was' without knowing that it was the change that made everything that way...."


I again asked “How will I know whether my changes are in the right way?"


I felt again “Nobody will know anything without taking risks....Nobody will make anything right without mistakes...."

Now I had a question "Are you inside me god? Are you with me god? "


But I didn’t ask the question because 'Not all the questions asked are with answers unknown '...This one is or maybe of that category of questions.....

I know the answer…..Or I think I know the answer...I don’t want the answer from God...I know He is with me...with all of us...inside everybody....telling us answers which makes us think that it’s just ourselves who are answering....maybe all of us are his incarnation...or he is inside us...or is he all of us( then God might be having multiple personality disorder!!!!! ?)…….
God knows!! hmmmm ..Its controversial again...If God knows I am supposed to know na????

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With love
Harimohan.M