An evening that I loved...and lived

I looked at the moon and sat there waiting for the bus.It was trying to hide from me behind the clouds of
the twilight sky.It succeded in the attempt .But the attempt and its sucess made me smile... coz I know that it has to come out from behind the cloud....coz I know that the wind would just blow away the cloud .I knew the wind was with me

The roar of the battering KSRTC bus brought me back to this 'world' I had to go home.Work was waiting.The day wasnt on my side.But the night would be...it always did ususaly......
The bus wasnt crowded.But there were no seats.I stood in the footboard leaning onto the red-and-yellow-painted board behind me after taking the ticket.

Between every two bus-stop I felt the wind....the cool breeze...some thing I have always loved...always enjoyed.But when the bus stopped at my stop .....I knew that the wind was just in the air.After many days,as if I was mad,I streched out my hands sideways with my bag in one of them and ran home .The wind accompanied me all the way home.I knocked and waited outside.Again I looked at the sky.Now the moon was in the sky....its cover blown out.

I just said "Enikkariyamayirunnu ninaku angane olikkan onnum pattilennu!!!(I knew that you wouldnt be able to hide from me for long"

Then I turned around towards to find my sister standing in the doorway wonderstruck.She asked "Ninakku vattaya????(HAVE U GONE MAD)"

I just smiled and went in ,not saying anything .......

But I wanted to tell her "Every sudden impulse to do some thing is Godsent...to make us feel that there is so much to be felt in this world....
Ignore them & you lose a chance to smile for no reason at all........Every smile has its beauty .The beauty increases when it is without a reason....."

But that would only make her think that I am really going mad.....

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